painful paradox

why is it that my horoscope is always painfully accurate? Today, google tells me:
"This Full Moon falls in your 3rd House of Communication, presenting you with an irresolvable paradox. It reminds you about all the feelings that you cannot fit into words."

people say that they only want what's best for you, and that they want you to be happy, but ironicially, sometimes they just can't let you be. and the even more paradoxical thing is that i know exactly how it works, but i can't understand it all. it makes me so angry that i can't just be happy, but i don't want to be left alone. i don't know why i care, because it's my life and i'm the one who's living it and the only person that has to worry about whether or not i'm happy. and i'm the only one who can really know if i am happy or not. so why do i second guess my happiness when other people call it into question? is there ever going to be this time in my life where certain people learn to let go and allow me to just be me and trust that i can make my own decisions and make myself happier than anyone else could? happiness is different for different people, and it's impossible for someone else to tell just by looking at me whether or not this elusive and subjective feeling is present in my being.

i have no real way to finish this, mostly because, as my horoscope says, i really cannot express exactly how i feel about this. i'm not sure what i think or why i think it, what brings it up or when it will go away.